I've bottomed out but maybe this is just where I belong.
I've tried so many times to free my mind
from the events of the past to the pride that I lack.
I know I'm here for a reason.
When you left you broke the trust that we held.
When you left you took the security that I felt.
This is why I am here,
to let go and to walk with out fear.
Like a knife right through my heart.
We were torn apart.
But I should've fucking seen this coming.
I should have know I'd be left wanting
something more when what I had was enough.
Struggling with all my might at the thought of losing this fight.
I'm losing control.
I've lost control...
and this is why I am here.
Lately I've been thinking of this sinking feeling
and how it gets to me.
But I'd rather rot down here forever striving.
Because here my life finally has meaning.
So I'll stay down here as long as it takes
I've bottomed out but I'll make my way.
And even though the future seems so clear
It may be years and I will still be here.
But here at the bottom I can finally say goodbye to this side of me
I'll die here looking up, I'll die here with my head looking up.
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